he has left once again

well i just got from l.a. from dropping my so off at the airport. i cried the whole way here and that is a 3 hour drive. i swear this never gets any easier. we had so much fun when he was home for 10 days. that it just amkes it harder to say bye. i know that the next time he is home he is going to be home for good. now i just got home and everything is still in the same place he left them his pillows the blanekts and it is so quite. i just want to go in my room and cry . i dont even want to be here but my son wanted to come home imstead of staying at my parents. i have not even been in my room. i know it is hard but i hate it. i did not want to let him go at the airport. and i have no one to turn to to help me through these next few days. so that makes it harder. i dont even want to go to sleep tonight because i know he is not going to be there. well i have to go he is calling.

awhh i am sorry honey! be so happy that next time he's home for good YAY!!!!!!! i am happy for you for that! very jealous :]

i try to think about it that way but it is so hard because everything i do i have to do alone now that he is gone .

:( im sorry...how long until he comes home next time? lets start looking forward to that!

I'm sorry that you're feeling this way. :( I know how you feel. <HUGS> But at least the next time he comes home it's going to be for good. Hold onto that. I'm jealous too. I'm happy for you that you 2 were able to spend your anniversary together and you both look so happy. You'll be together for good soon. And remember, you're not alone. We're here for you. :)

he is prob not going to be home the latest feb or even march we are not sure yet. we are waiting to get his orders hopefully in aug. then we can plan and get things together so we can pcs

wow...well hopefully youre together sooner rather than later.

Im Sorry Hun! We are here for you!!!! **HUGS**