=[ First Deployment.

I had a bad feeling all day. And Nathan came home and was like you know that bad feeling you had? Well I was told today I'm going out to sea sometime in July. They are going to give him all his paperwork tomorrow. I'm trying not to cry but I just want to bawl. I don't want to be away from him. I'm at such a loss for words right now. I can't do anything but try to stop myself from crying.

have you been through a deployment yet????

Im going to admit they are rough and definitly at first, but trust me, keep busy and it will be over before you know it.....my hubbys time just got extended so i dont know when he wil be home he was supposed to have already been home, im pregnant and i just want him here, i miss him so much, but i will tell you that each day that goes by it gets a little easier because its a day closer i am to seeing him, you just have to keep your head up and think positive!

Ah. I know I shouldn't be mad but he keeps telling me stuff slowly. Like it's not a deployment. It's just an underway. Which I'm happy that it's not going to be so long...but he told me deployment at first. Then, he said that he finds out for sure if he goes tomorrow. I shouldn't be mad. But he freaking left all this info out when he told me this 3 hours ago. So I guess we'll see what tomorrow brings.

Aw good luck hun! Remember we all will have to and have gone through it so here, you are not alone! :]

You'll get through this. I understand exactly how you feel. We all do. Keep your chin up and keep busy and it will get easier as time goes by. <HUGS>

It will be hard but you can do this! You love your sailor and thats all that matters! Just keep yourself busy and keep your head up! Tell him to do the same! Once he leaves You wont believe how fast it will go by! And he will be home before you know it! *Hugs Girl* Im Here if you need to talk p.m. me