Still Upset TMI

Well background dh and I have been ttc for 3 years when I got preggo last year in July. Well needless to say I lost the baby. Aunt flow had never came to visit on a monthly basis until after that. So here I am every month ovulating and hubby is deployed. I am not upset about him being gone because we signed up for this I knew it would happen. I am upset I don't have a baby or that I am pregnant. I still cry and feel like I did something wrong. Before he left instead of just enjoying my time I would only have sex when I was ovulating. I can't help but think that maybe I would have got pregnant if I didn't worry so much about it, you know. Now here I am almost 1am and I can't stop crying. Everytime I see a baby around the age mine would have been I get upset. Everytime someone complains about their pregnancy I want to throw somthing at them. Last but not least everytime I see a preggo pic I start crying. Maybe I am hormonal Aunt flow is visiting but geez sometimes I wonder if it will ever be my time.

Sorry so long... kudos if you read it all.

that wasn't long at all. i feel your pain, we can cry together. i can't say i have been trying NEAR as long (only 2 months) but it still feels like it has been forever. does your hubby get back anytime soon?

all i can say is don't stress about it and don't think of sex as trying to make a baby. if you just sit back, relax, and enjoy yourself it will happen more naturally.

if you need someone to talk to about what you're going through, i'm right here :)

im sorry sweetie :( cant even imagine going through that...